breathe.

Hey everyone- finally posting after what feels like years. My posting tapered out in summer shortly after I received a job offer for the Fall. At the end of the summer I started training, then school, and have been drowning in schoolwork and overwhelmed by my new job.

Sadly, I've made little to no progress with gaining. My busy schedule has fucked with my eating, sleeping, and overall schedule, causing my weight to fluctuate drastically between the weeks. I've been bouncing back and forth between 325 and 335, but I'm hoping that the approaching winter break will allow me to level out. While I'm upset at the lack of progress, I really can't imagine accomplishing everything I've had too any bigger than I am. Next semester my schedule is a bit more spread out, and I'm hoping that'll allow me to eat, sleep, and function better.

Despite all this, I've tried to find some time to still connect to the gaining community. In October I went to Expansion, which was honestly one of the best experiences of my life. I met so many amazing people, and really was able to be myself, and unwind. I also came VERY close to finally being able to partake in one of the Chicago meet ups, but I had to scramble at the last minute to finish some work for finals, because of unexpected problems at my job. I've also had a few interesting experiences with a chaser completely rejecting the gainer side of me, and recent discoveries of a possible 'gainer wannabe' in my life. I'll be posting about these in the upcoming weeks... hopefully I'll be able to keep on track this posting this time.